Forty-nine

I'm 49. There is just no other way to say it. I'm 49 years old.
It's my birthday and I couldnt be more pleased. Truly.

I have my whole life ahead of me.

Thanks to Patricia (artgirl) on the T-Tapp forum for such an inspiring message:

"I see some women...and there aren't that many as you get older, who still exude such amazing life force, and that combined with the wisdom that life brings us in our older years, makes for a potent and life affirming attractiveness. Society needs for us to be around and healthy. There is still so much to do...so many people to help, to inspire, to lead...to love. If we don't care for ourselves and we are infirmed...all those who need us and who could benefit from what we have learned, will miss out on our badly needed wisdom and support. Our men need us to stay strong and healthy and sexy...they don't want newbies...they want vibrant women who can get their jokes and remember their music. Life is too beautiful to miss. I may not be able to live forever...but while I am still here...I want to stand up and be counted...I want other women to look at me and know that aging doesn't mean we go down in despair. I see women who inspire me and I am in awe of their determination and their vitality.."